ILLUSION NOISULLI Lyrics

Why do the faces in my life feel schizophrenic

Is it overthinking?

Am I turning to a manic?

Cuz sometimes, everybody seems like

I said everybody seems like

An illusion

Yea, an illusion

Lips like the crescent moon

I'm an astronomer of you

Your lips broadcast through the darkness

Receive it all, ten-four

I can tell the moon is fake

I can tell you're tryna be cool

You know, mine is fake too

Life's an illusion

Chasing something that seems to be

Made out of mist

Maybe the solution's

That the question don't exist

Know it's all in my head

But it always has been

What changed is me

Who stopped tryna resist

Now call that, Growth or acceptance or

Call it being weak

Is this blown up Introspection?

Man, I can't even speak

What the fuck is the message?

What's the point of anything?

Then I

Switch over to a grinding mindset

Fuck what my mind sayin'

Believe what my eyes seein'

And all they see is money

Fuck the philosophy

Fuck positive energy

I'll be rich quick

Short life, Long legacy

Money, Fame, Power

Appetite, I'll devour

Bitch, Fuck love

Hide my tears in

Money showers

Got no time

Fuck the drama

Lately, I swear to god

I live and die by these commas

Consumed by insatiable greed

Most definitely

I'll sin and die for this shit

They fakin' they shit

Respect it but personally

More focused on doin' me

Back to being a fiend

Switching my mind like

I'm switching the beat

Cuz I let the heat

Get to me, but no more

Time to hit AC

Start gamblin'

Takin' risks

Ain't no time to think

Ain't no watch on my wrist

No need for bling

But I still want it

Guilty conscience, wanted

Betrayal comes with no warning

Night high, Paranoid morning

Betrayal comes with no warning

Like damn, so I'm wondering

Who'll be the next to leave?

The next to cause grief?

The next one to fuel me

To hit a new peak?

But, here's the truth, you see

Romanticizing loneliness

A sin, I'll confess

I did, got stressed

Left for dead, by myself

That's right, they left, they left

Cuz,"Here for you" is some shit

They never meant

Only got yourself

Only got yourself, yea you

Only got yourself

Illusion is the rest

Illusion is the rest

Schizophrenic blips is all

These hoes are, at best