What If I Lyrics

I've been watching your favorite shows still tryna feel any kind of close to you

Rereading those songs that we wrote cause I still can't let go of you

Rewalking those streets that we used to walk through

Talking to people I know you still talk to like I'm talking to you

The smile on my face is convincing

But deep down I know what I'm missing and it's all because of you

But what if I called you

Like I used to

What if we talked through things

Like you wanted to

But we can't

But what if we can

I've been looking through old photographs from way back when I still lived you

Convincing myself not to cry

When I realize I still do

Cause the smile on my face is convincing

But deep down I know what I'm missing and it's all because of you

But what if I called you

Like I used to

And what if we talked through things we never got the chance to

You could tell me you miss me

And I could say I miss you too

But that'll never be you

And I know

The way that things go

People don't change and I'm better off alone

But you still owe

The part of me you stole

And that may never change but at least now I know

Love is insanity

But what if you called me

To apologize

Tell me the stupidest thing you've ever done in your life

Was the moment you decided to say goodbye

What if I