Digress This Pain ft. Connor Evans Lyrics

I try my best to realize

The empty thoughts inside my mind

Reality mixed with lies

The truth is hard to find

And though I've tried

many times I guess

I digress this pain won't go away

Until the I pray

I've tried my best to realize

The darkness inside me

I've tried my best to hide my pride

But my confidence guides me

They say that I'm insane

I guess we don't feel the same

I conceal it with the haze

But I've been left out in the rain

And she knows I want it

Need a drink of her alcoholic

And to be honest I know that we're toxic

And I know I've lost it

Why now we're near the end I try

I can't live life without her on my mind, yeah

I try my best to realize

The empty thoughts inside my mind

Reality mixed with lies

The truth is hard to find

And though I've tried

Many times I guess

I digress this pain won't go away

Until the I pray

Stay with me forever and always

Or remember the times we've had

Everything you say is all gray

Get out of the middle time to pick

It's white or black

Play these games with me like always

I can't decide if it's fact or cap

And she knows that I want it

But I don't deserve it be honest

Why do I always lie

To the one that's by my side

No I ain't do her right, no

I try my best to realize

The empty thoughts inside my mind

Reality mixed with lies

The truth is hard to find

And though I've tried

many times I guess

I digress this pain won't go away

Until the I pray