Outsider Lyrics

Took another shot today

Doctor said that I'll be fine

Hope he got it right this time

Man I honestly just need a break

Cuz I'm stuck inside my head

And I'm stuck inside my bed

Thoughts are raining like a cloudy day

No I can't escape my mind

I'm afraid of what I find

But there ain't nowhere to run away

When it's coming from inside my inside brain

I get up

Sip a little bit a little bit of lies

Tell myself that imma make it out alright

And pretend like I ain't dying up inside yeah I'm dying up inside

I say

Ay

Wishing that I was free but still ya pull tighter

Ay

Can't ya just let me be my mind is on fire

Ay

Wishing that I was free but still ya pull tighter

Why did I ever think that things would get lighter

Guess that I'll never be more than an outsider

People say that I'm insane

Got a cousin who's in jail

When the system shoulda helped

And I never can forget mistakes

Feel I'm living out of line

And the guilt is never kind

Yeah it's hooking up a ball and chain

Got me asking who am I

Got me asking why am I

Behind bars like imma big mistake

Guess that freedom's not too free today

I get up

Sip a little bit a little bit of lies

Tell myself that imma make it out alright

And pretend like I ain't dying up inside yeah I'm dying up inside

I say

Ay

Wishing that I was free but still ya pull tighter

Ay

Can't ya just let me be my mind is on fire

Ay

Wishing that I was free but still ya pull tighter

Why did I ever think that things would get lighter

Guess that I'll never be more than an outsider

I'm locked away and I

Don't wanna fight my mind today

I'm locked away and I

Don't wanna fight my mind today

I'm locked away and I

Don't wanna fight my mind today

I'm locked away and I

Don't wanna fight my mind today (Live for the fight)

Ay

Wishing that I was free but still ya pull tighter

Ay

Can't ya just let me be my mind is on fire

Ay

Wishing that I was free but still ya pull tighter

Why did I ever think that things would get lighter

Guess that I'll never be more than an outsider

I'm locked away and I

Don't wanna fight my mind today

I'm locked away and I

Don't wanna fight my mind today