Have To Lyrics

Every voice inside my head is being so loud

My brain is frying and I'm trying to keep up with the crowd

I've gotta find a place where I can hide and no one's around

'Cause everything is going crazy and I'm starting to drown

She said I'm stubborn and I know I can be stuck in my ways

Ain't been myself and I been like this for a couple of days

She put these demons in my brain and now I'm stuck in a haze

But I'm like "fuck it" guess there isn't really much I can say

No I don't like to be sober

I want this pain to be over

She made me lose my composure

She fucked me up and I know she knows it

I'm not getting over this

So sick, I'm so over it

I can't live without you, but I think I have to

I think I have to

I'm not getting over this

So sick, I'm so over it

I can't live without you, but I think I have to

I think I have to

Hundred thousand thoughts are running wild in my mind

I wish that I could tell the truth when I say "I'm doing fine"

And life is moving super fast, feel like I've ran out of time

I'm only 19, been through so damn much I could cry

I gotta go get in the studio to clear out my mind

I wake up every single morning tryna reach a new high

I've been so tired I don't even have the power to try

I'll get so high I'll see ya later when I'm up in the sky

No I don't like to be sober

I want this pain to be over

She made me lose my composure

She fucked me up and I know she knows it

I'm not getting over this

So sick, I'm so over it

I can't live without you, but I think I have to

I think I have to

I'm not getting over this

So sick, I'm so over it

I can't live without you, but I think I have to

I think I have to

I think I have to

I think I have to

I think I have to

I think I have to

No I don't like to be sober

Want this pain to be over

She made me lose my composure

She fucked me up and I know she knows it

No I don't like to be sober

I want this pain to be over

She made me lose my composure

She fucked me up and I know she knows it

I'm not getting over this

So sick, I'm so over it

I can't live without you, but I think I have to

I think I have to

I'm not getting over this

So sick, I'm so over it

I can't live without you, but I think I have to

I think I have to