Breathing Is the Hardest Part Lyrics

Another Winter’s come and gone again

And all I’ve learned is to pretend

I sang along and played the part

But I guess I’m fine here on my own

The pills called so I answered the bottle

To drown out the taste of my sorrow

My pulse in the hands of tomorrow

This is where you wanted me

Come watch me separate my skin

To scatter panic from within

If only breathing kept me calm

I might finally find a way to

Lay my thoughts under six feet of false hope

Or find solutions to my confusion

Counting sheep once again

Hiding from the wolf under my bed

The monsters in my head tell me

Giving up comes easy

Breathing is the hardest part

I’ll never close my eyes again

I’m breaking down to the same old song again

The chorus never seems to end

I can't relate to moving on

So I guess I’m stuck here on repeat

I’m finding ways to pass the time

In gambling with peace of mind

Placing bets on a new prescription

Sign my blood on the dotted line

So they tell me it gets better

But I can’t hold on forever

And I’m tired of this counting

Just to keep my heart from pounding

It seems everything I need

It’s just always out of reach

And it’s eating all of me

And I’m through with therapy

Counting sheep once again

Hiding from the wolf under my bed

The monsters in my head tell me

Giving up comes easy

Breathing is the hardest part

I’ll never close my eyes again

Breathe

Resistance is useless

The air I breathe is poison

Resistance is useless

The air I breathe

Can you understand

That this is how my life will end

With every butterfly I have inside

Eating me alive

Counting sheep once again

Hiding from the wolf under my bed

The monsters in my head tell me

Giving up comes easy (I can’t)

Breathing is the hardest part (Breathe still, it’s no use)

I’ll never close my eyes again

I’ve gotten over (Breathe in breathe out)

Thoughts of getting better (It’s not working)

I’ve had enough now (Breathe in breathe out)

Let the waves eat me (Breathe in breathe out it’s not working)

Inside (Breathe in breathe out it’s not working)

Breathe in breathe out

I’ll never close my eyes again