blurring & erasing Lyrics

Oh, the scenes were blurring into my bare, outstretched arms

As they bobbed gently in mindless armcircles, carefree

In this bumbling tizzy, i've done things that were hurtful

Dragging others down with me, thoughtlessly into a heap

Down by the lakes

And across the rivers

No matter where i went

It was much dimmer

Than i now know it to be

After a revisit

I'm bouncing back towards the brilliance

Rubbing my eyes and calling it resilience

Before the blinding light of a million reasons to live

I've got the gift of hindsight and a total perspective shift

Regular tides, untamed wind, and alluring moon

Three combined, lakeside forces, untapped, were brewing

So i picked up speed to go blaring into that good night

Burned out and hanging by a thread, i was zombified but upright

And then it came crashing down

And then it came crashing down

The thin veneer repressing my memories

Torn like sheers in a condemned house

My flashbacks forced me to face my fears

With the force of sideways glass rain

From old windows being blown up

And shot right out of their frame

I've been misguided by my own yearning

I've been jerked around by my own pain

But i'm slowly, slowly learning

How to see clearly once again

I'm in a distant cabin fever of emotions

Surrounded by a thick wood

Along with water under moonlight

It's a hazy, bubbly fluid

I wish i could drink it like a potion

To feel much less misunderstood

But instead i'm here, heartbroken, praying

That my blur's hurt will be cured soon or ideally now

Stress clouded my love, respect, and read of their saying

I owe it to myself to stop my surroundings' breakdown

I'll breakdown, we'll breakdown

I'll breakdown, we'll breakdown

I'll breakdown, we'll breakdown

It'll breakdown, this'll breakdown

I'll breakdown, we'll breakdown

I'll breakdown, we'll breakdown

I'll breakdown, we'll breakdown

It'll breakdown, this'll breakdown

This'll breakdown; yeah, this'll breakdown

And i unblurred to a grinding, screeching clear cut halt

To sit at a bench to begin the months to year of contemplation

With myself to love and terrors to wipe clean from my life where i've been catapult

I dissipate my fog of war to not hurt anyone anymore by

Blurring and erasing, blurring and erasing, blurring and erasing

No more blurring and erasing, no more blurring and erasing

No more blurring and erasing, no more blurring and erasing

No more blurring and erasing, no more blurring and erasing

No more blurring and erasing

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