till i came close Lyrics

You love to play games with my mental

But it can't be that simple

No more

Never knew I was slave

To your menstrual

Cycle

You was on my mind

Until I came close

You love to play games with my mental

But it can't be that simple

No more

Never knew I was slave

To your menstrual

Cycle

You was on my mind

Until I came close

To realize

I need you less than myself

Focused more on my health

Ain't ignoring what's felt

Took some time to save self

Threw my heart up on the shelf

For a second

To move with clarity, attentive

Lost the incentive

To project myself with methods

To impress you

While simultaneously

Caught in the trenches,

Of my inhibitions,

I couldn't understand the stressing

Derived from thinking

Interest court incentive

At least with me

Slowly working through the questions

I keep conjuring within

My brain from elephants impending

Any chance of eye to eye

Between some kin and sets of ethics

Connected to reasons

I be moving with some armor

Need protection for my heart

A broken promise make you harder

As I grow my timid nature

Prone to slaughter

One of the things you know 'bout me

That make

You love to play games with my mental

But it can't be that simple

No more

Never knew I was slave to your menstrual

Cycle

You was on my mind, until I came close

You love to play games with my mental

But it can't be that simple

No more

Never knew I was slave to your menstrual

Cycle

You was on my mind

Until I came close

Ugh

Way too focused on my mental health

To come asking for help

You felt a way 'bout how it ended

How cards they were dealt

Been at odds with the self

I'm busy

Ain't look to others

No more for validation

Had to recognize within me

Was a sturdy circulation,

Of traits that I could love

Self affirmation been the native

Tongue I'm using to peruse

Along the darker days awaiting

Been wading in the water

Lately drowning trying to anchor

All my feelings you ignore

Split me down my core

Wish I showed you more amour

At least that what's you tell me

Sometimes

Relationships embody keeping score

And I ain't really

With the games or the tactics

I arrested feelings

Cause the back and forth taxing

Motioned towards detachment

But hormones keep attacking

My inner thoughts

Concealed within my aura passive

Why

You love to play games with my mental

But it can't be that simple

No more

Never knew I was slave to your menstrual

Cycle

You was on my mind, until I came close

You love to play games with my mental

But it can't be that simple

No more

Never knew I was slave to your menstrual

Cycle

You was on my mind

Until I came close