and... i am back to where i started (character arc not yet achieved) Lyrics

Why does it hurt so fucking much

To see photos of you

I want you to live your own life

I have trouble living mine

Why the fuck

Do I miss you

So much

We still talk sometimes

I want you

To find your

Your own self

But I hate my own self

Why the fuck do I

Do I miss you so fucking

So fucking much

We still talk sometimes

I want you to find your

Find you own self

But I hate my own self

I hate my own self

Why does it hurt so fucking much

I- I have to scroll my camera roll so fucking fast now, or else I get sad

I- I have to scroll through my camera so fast now, or else I get sad

And I know I can't keep going like this

And trust me I've tried to get better with these thoughts