Pains In A Minor Lyrics

And my pain run deeper than ocean

And my life feels like it's poetry in motion

Baby I be floating, this ain't no Ibuprofen

I'd be lying to myself if I said I wasn't broken

Always geeked run through paper like a bookworm

Diamonds in my ear colder than some sherbet

Pain deep I just treat it like it's reverb

Broke my heart so many times I make the beat hurt

Pressure makes diamonds but it still cracks pipes

Daddy was a feign scraping resin out the pipe

Take a script of the bars to the bar, he gone for nights

Momma crying on the couch, they had shut off all the lights

Damn, I guess daddy was a rolling stone

Before the money even came it was gone

Me and Cahya splitting cans of Spaghettios

Kids came through and put us into separate homes

Twenty ten I found out my dad died

But all he left behind was a thinning hairline

I ain't really feel no way, out of sight, out of mind

I ain't grow a with a dad but I grew up with a grind

I don't throw no pity parties, I bust ball like Steve Harvey

Racks in my pocket, I got pain and it scarred me

I got trauma it won't heal and these demons still haunt me

I got trauma it won't heal and these demons still haunt me

Stitches on my heart but they don't never seem to heal

Still the same white boy from the bottom of the hill

When I first started rapping I was praying for a deal

Now I got dogs up the road and they praying for appeals

My baby turning four and I can't let her miss a meal

My dad died from Xans, here I am fucking with them pills

When I stop to think about that shit give me chills

And when I stop to think about it that shit hurt my heart

And when I stop to think about it that shit hurt my soul

And if I think about it too long, I might be gone

Always fried think I get it from my pops

His momma was the plug she was serving all the wops

Feel them sins in my blood, I just hope it don't clot

My dog got a switch he trying to dump it on the opps

See the pain in his eyes, but I know it won't help

But its eye for an eye and its shell for a shell

But revenge don't feel the same when that pain is parallel

And I might just go insane if I loose somebody else

You can't do that shit for me then just do it for your self

I was dealing with depression, it was fucking up my health

I was drinking all this liquor, I was buying out the shelf

I had fucked my money up, I had a dollar and a shell

And a pocket full of lint, with a heart full of hope

But I know how to get it back if I ever go broke

You just play the cards you dealt but in my hood its Yu-Gi-Oh

I was shooting for the stars, it was opps in my scope

I was shooting for the stars, it was opps in my scope

I did it all on my own, I ain't have a co-sign

I ain't have nobody there when I was thinking suicide

I just had to thug it out, I had to open up my mind

No weapon formed against me, keep a nine by my side

I got this pain in my heart but you can see it my eyes

You told me that you loved me, we both know that you was lying

I can take a heart break but you was fucking with my pride

I be going through the motions, I be floating with the tide cause

My pain run deeper than ocean

And my life feels like it's poetry in motion

Baby I be floating, this ain't no Ibuprofen

Id be lying to myself if I said I wasn't broken