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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2022

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Look, truth is I don't even really know what to say

My heart's feeling broke when I scroll past your name

I wish we could have said we'd go back to being friends

But being honest, us we don't know how to be mates


I wish when having fun time wouldn't go so quick

'Cause now I'm looking back like it is what it is

At least while it lasted I felt on top of the stars

Our heads in the clouds our three weeks in Nepal


Three weeks in the Himalayas

It's funny cause we had more ups and downs than mountain ranges

When it should have been vacation

You know, infatuation stage?

Well being honest it was different

'Cause we both communicated all our tragic pains


All our scars and wounds

You had a past of being treated like you're worthless

And that viewpoint then got passed to you

And I was scared of not enough intimacy

But you was scared it'd be enough, and then at that point I would leave


So you push, and you push, and you pushed me away

Calling everything a flag just to save you pain

And I recognised your fear so I'd find the words to say

That I know it's early days but I know I'm here to stay


To at least give it a honest try, never seen an honest guy

So when I'd tell her something nice, at best she sees an honest lie, like

"you think that now, but give it time and you'll be leaving"

It's sad cause she was right but just for all the wrong reasons


So I don't even really know what to say

My heart's feeling broke when I scroll past your name

I wish I could have said we'd go back to being friends

But being honest, us we don't know how to be mates


I wish when having fun time wouldn't go so quick

'Cause now I'm looking back like "it is what it is"

At least while it lasted I felt on top of the stars

Our heads in the clouds our three weeks in Nepal


I ain't even gonna lie, you got me fucked up, I can't pretend

I went to sleep crying, dreamed crying, woke up and started crying again

Thought of writing, tried to find me a pen

But played this beat and it was back to ugly crying in bed


All jokes aside, I'm not joking though, truth is I'm a lonely soul

And maybe I was hoping this would be my final rodeo

I hear your pain and empathise because I chose to know

But all you're ever told to know is niggas run from broken souls


Never me though, I'm built different, y'all be safe

Told you can I handle it all, if you communicate

Cracks in your heart, insecurities, and childhood pain

None of it is childish less you bring them out in childish ways


There's no shame in being scared of getting hurt again

'Cause when you're hurt by everyone, then anyone's a burn again

Anyone's that person that can make you feel your worst again

So me I'm here just hoping that you'll go and find your worth again still


I don't know what to say

My heart's feeling broke when I scroll past your name

I wish I coulda said we'd go back to being friends

But being honest, us we don't know how to be mates


I wish when having fun time wouldn't go so quick

'Cause now I'm looking back like "it is what it is"

At least while it lasted I felt on top of the stars

Our heads in the clouds, our three weeks in Nepal

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