12:18 AM Lyrics

(Deep breath)

Sometimes in life

You

Gotta take the good with the bad

Ya know

Now I'm in downtown silver spring

Aint a person, place, or thing

That can came in between

With my boo

This ain't no fling

She the girl of my dreams

Her right there?

Yeah that's my Queen

She the realest on my team

See what I mean..

My sunshine on a rainy day

When I'm down

She take the pain away

Make me feel good

In every way

When I wanna leave

She make me stay

Aye

Shorty more than a dime

She the whole bank

When the thots come around

I'm chose up

Turn my nose up

You would think these hoes stank

Fills my heart up

Yeah the whole tank

But I guess it just wasn't enough

Say she wanna leave but I'm calling her bluff

It's too early for times to be this tough

Or for the patches to be this rough

Had some exes pop up from the past

That don't mean that we couldn't make it last

Had to brace my myself for impact

Them uncertainties came crashing fast

Man I swear she knows just when to call

Half past when I would've gave my all

Wasn't ready for it

But couldn't stop the fall

Like seasons

Giving me reasons

To take these layers off

And show a different side

Maybe it makes me soft

I got a different pride

Now I know I probably shouldn't tell you this

But I gotta tell you how I feel inside

Yeah

Do you know what time it is?

Usually I'm fine with this

Calling on some toxic shit

Yeah yeah

Saying I been on your mind

So now you on my line

Is loving you a crime

But I don't know

Back then it was feelings that I didn't show

Made me a better man

Gave me the room to grow

It's too late but I still had to let you know

Felt things that I never felt before

Uh

Shit was so real I'm sure (I'm sure)

You helped me heal so pure

The connection, too real to ignore

The affection, man I couldn't ask for more

It's plain to see that they not you

Cuz you top 2 and you not two

Sex game was crazy

You never fucked me lazy

Now I know you probably hate me

But it's getting a lil bit hazy

The bad times ain't clear to me

This shit felt so real to me

Even when you try & shade me

Somehow your light stills gets through

Name someone else that gets you

Or another uh that fits you

Can't say I wasn't ready

To give you my last name

This all-star's benched

Tryna make this my last game

Sad that it ended

It's really a damn shame

(It's a crying shame)

Now I'm here reminiscing

Thinking back when we was kissing

Guess it's you that I'll be missing

Sorry we couldn't stay consistent

Hate that I ponder, wonder

Things between us could've been different

(Echo)

Damn

Do you know what time it is?

Usually I'm fine with this

Calling on some toxic shit

Yeah yeah

Saying I been on your mind

So now you on my line

Is loving you a crime

But I don't know

Ohhh those late night calls

Purposely keeping your distance

Contemplating the difference

With or without me

Til night falls

& you can no longer doubt me

Not to be on no cocky shit

But these others dudes not me

You got me

Taking trips down memory lane

Sometimes roads got rocky

Now it's like I'm part of the cast

On "The Mask"

Screaming "somebody stop me!"

(Somebody stop me!)

You remember that argument we had on our way to Targét

Had to bite my tongue

I was afraid of what I might say

Now you wondering why I'm not walking with you the right way

Tryna put on a front for these ppl

As if we weren't just fast-balling unpleasantries at each other like

Batter up batter up

Always kept the chatter up

Disrespect go too far now we on third base

Trying my best not to add it up

But if inconsistency was a competition

Then we way pass our third race

At this point we'll never reach first place

Cuz in the end I felt feline

Falling be-hind

And I'm growing tired of this bird chase

Won't front like I don't miss..

Your face

Your taste

With such style and grace

Can't say I didn't love you

That was never the case