Father Figure (Bonus Track) Lyrics

When I was young

Always told myself

Do better

Do better than that nigga ever did

This cold weather

I don't freeze up

Never get beat up

I taught myself and only me

Stick these up

Don't need no guns

Don't need the heat up

Thats for pussies

I ain't pussy

He dove in pussy

And then pussied out

Raising a kids clearly less important

Than his pussy count

I ain't dogging

But dogs do be making pussies run

And search for a hiding spot

I get judged for me riding thoughts

What's in my head

You ain't been there

You get no say in what I do

Or what I spit

You just sit there

Listen up

Pay attention

I'll at and mention

And send this directly

To your personal email

So comprehend this

You brought me into this world

But going out

I got myself

And only me

I learned the hard way

From a pond to a shark tank

Seeing the light

Came from a dark place

And a dark state

*Smack lips*

I thought me saying that'd leave a bad taste

Finished that plate

But now that I know

What it really feel like

To not feel like

I was worthy enough

Don't get it twisted

And this time that I'm speaking on

Ain't the time discuss

You had 28 years

While I was making a fuss

Defending you

What the fuck was I doing

Thinking you change

You out of date

Old and expired

You let that shit go to waste

I can't reclaim it

The years that I've lost

Can't get em back

Like I told you before

Calling you daddy was outta habit

But you ain't ever learned

It's ok cause I'm an optimist

Seeing all the things you do or did

I'll do the opposite

Keep watching this

I know when to hold em and when to fold em

So I'm calling it

I know I could lose it all in seconds

This seem immoderate

It's how I feel

Not completely

But it's a lot of it

Didn't wanna hurt you

So kept it in

But in process

I was killing myself

Well that old me is dead and gone

Cremated

Put that bitch on a shelf