Raindrops In The Ashtray Lyrics

Raindrops in the ashtray

I'm

Fiendin' for you in a bad way

Like an itch

I just wanna burn

It's been a long night since the last day

And theres long whites on the glass plate

I guess I'll just never learn

I gotta keep it up

The rush is just too much

And if the feeling dies

Then I don't see a reason

Why

I should play tough

Cold Winds Are Blowin'

And My heart is turnin' into stone and

Just like my own

Father, no, I can't be bothered

By nothing but love

I fight it against it everyday

Cause I'm

Tryna find the right way

But the clouds get more grey as they grow

Couldn't fill my heart with love so I

Prayed and begged the God above

But I

Filled

My lungs up with smoke

And the sacrifices never paid so I

Fight against it everyday all while

Drowning

My sorrow

In hope

Everything that I could ever need

Just to take it all and then you leave

You're the saddest song I ever wrote

Cold Winds Are Blowin'

And My heart is turnin' into stone and

Just like my own

Father, no, I can't be bothered

By nothing but love

I fight it against it everyday

Cause I'm

Tryna find the right way

But the clouds get more grey as they grow

Only thing thats left to do now

Is keep on smoking till I'm turnin' blue

How can someone like me find a light

Said that I would see it through

But you've been

Focusing on something new

And I feel myself losing the fight

Told myself I'd never bleed

Just to give you weapons that would cut me deep

And now I sleep alone every night

Raindrops in the ashtray

I'm

Fiendin' for you in a bad way

Like an itch

I just wanna burn

It's been a long night since the last day

And theres long whites on the glass plate

I guess I'll just never learn

I gotta keep it up

The rush is just too much

And if the feeling dies

Then I don't see a reason

Why

I should play tough