Denial Lyrics

I'm insecure but Ima get it on

Living in my head 'til we dead and I'm gone

Wishing it would stop all the pain that I saw

Surfing in Malibu 'til we see the stars

But they ain't ever seen anything like this

Thinking I'm a freak 'til they're on my shit

Getting to the money yeah that's my wish

If you talk about me get off my dick yeah

And you think, I'm blind

To all these twisted lies

I'm out, my mind

From all this wasted time

And you say oh my I know your heart ain't right

But I think you might be trying to end my life

You got me so in denial

Got me so in denial yeah

Got me so in denial yeah

You got me so in denial

Got me so in denial yeah

Got me so in denial yeah

Ring ring can I get you on the phone

I don't really give a fuck if you wanna get along

I knew

I was pop star

I was gonna go far

When she told me she want to lick on my guitar

Now I spend all my time on these verses

Tryna make you go up and down and reverse it

Since I was kid I was hearing all these curses

And now I write them down tryna find some purpose

I'm sick to my stomach

Got a pain in my chest

Really heartbroken baby

My brain is a mess

I was better on my own

So you better leave me alone

Tryna save myself

Before my eyes turn to stone

I'm a real-life diamond baby

Hope you still think about me lately

Hope you still think I'm shady

Hope you still think I'm crazy

You got me so in denial

Got me so in denial yeah

Got me so in denial yeah

You got me so in denial

Got me so in denial yeah

Got me so in denial yeah

You got me in denial

You got me in denial

You got me in denial

You got me in denial

Please don't talk about me anymore

I don't wanna hear baby I already closed the door

While I'm riding in my 'rolla

Somebody should've told ya

I'ma do what I want and when I really wanna

You don't even want me baby you want things

You can see me up when I get my rings

I been saying this since I was eighteen

Talking my shit Ima do my thing