Behind My Smile Lyrics

Left you roses by your bedside

Couldn't stomach up a note

There will never be a next time

I can't be here anymore

Looking in my eyes

You were blinded by the ice

You thought you could make a sun out of snow

This was never paradise

No your sight was paralyzed

You could never see the stain on my soul

It was behind my smile

All the pain

All the games I played

It was behind my smile

All the shame

All the things I hate

It was behind my smile

Love I let you dodge a bullet

Let you die another day

Innocence is only foolish

You should've known it wasn't safe

Looking in my eyes

You were blinded by the ice

You thought you could make a sun out of snow

This was never paradise

No you're sight was paralyzed

You could never see the stain on my soul

It was behind my smile

All the pain

All the games I played It was behind my smile

All the shame

All the things I hate

It was behind my smile

I know I know I was one to trust

But the monster decided not to hide

I hope you like red roses hun

It's my way of leaving you for life

When I loomed over your bedside

The moon unveiled my fangs

When I look into your eyes now

I only see my face

Now I've gone the distance

And left you in the dust

I'm smiling through the smoke I made

'Cuz leaving you was fun

'Cuz

It was behind my smile

All the pain

All the games I played

It was behind my smile

All the shame

All the things I hate

It was behind my smile

It was behind my smile

All the pain

All the games I played

It was behind my smile

All the shame

All the things I hate

It was behind my smile