Why did you go? Lyrics

Why did you

Why did you

Why did you go

Toxic

Cuz till this day I don't know

I know we were having our differences

There were fights you never let go

There were nights I showed you my ghosts

There were nights I lost my control

There were words I wish that I didn't say

And you ran away with my soul huh

Folded up all my clothes huh

Neva left me a note huh

Too much weight for the boat

If there's a loose screw than you bolt huh

I know that you need distance

Parents split and you listened

You don't like the resistance

You delete my existence ohh

To tell you the truth

I've never been perfect but neither have you

I know that your scared so you make an excuse

And you put up a wall to avoid the abuse

Whatever it is you should know that I'm here

No matter the hurt

No matter the fear

You'll still be the flower I see in the mirror

But you weren't ready to see that it's clear

Why did you

Why did you

Why did you go

Toxic

Cuz I won't chase you no more

You can't lie to be about finer things then pretend that we're a no go

There were days we talked about kids

Tried to find a place we could live

Then you called it off with no curtain call

You just left the stage on a whim huh

Empty seat on the plane huh

Not okay in UK huh

You can talk about change

I'll talk about growth I'll never be same

You might see it as boundaries

I see cuffs that might bound me

I remember profoundly

I was lost when you found me

Gin and juice

That's the thing that might let me loose

Cuz you got me up till I hear the roost

I can trace the steps when you flew the coop

I would call it love you're afraid to

All on me but it takes 2

I could never just hate you

Still I think that I hate you ohhh

Why did you

Why did you

Why did you go

Toxic