Dusty's Confession Lyrics

This is Dusty on the mic

My soul is aching cause I haven't been to church in minute

I mean maybe I go but when I go I'm never present

I can face the people and give a grin

And then pretend that I'm his child

Guess I'm really good at that, it's been a while

I feel like I'm drowning

I feel like my sins are pulling me down to the bottom

I can no longer breathe when I'm under water

I guess this is what I get for doubting the father

Forgive me father one more time

Confess my sins at the altar

Here we go, letting go, letting love be the one

Take control, help my soul

I don't wanna be the one who stays alone anymore

I need you, anyone. This is true, live and learn

Keep it going almost done (Ay)

So this is my confession

I wanna be good. I wanna be loved. I wanna be chosen

I wanna walk through the gates of heaven

Look, I know I want all this. I'm hoping I don't miss

But how am I supposed to have it knowing how I live

Knowing how live

This music is evidence I'm writing with relevance

The human condition is universal

I can be arrogant when I'm stuck in my element

When I sit and pretend again

When I lie to my momma and tell her I'm doing better than

The next guy, or flex my (Nope)

This song is not about the things I got cause I don't got nothing

If I don't got love in. If I just go judging

The lonely sinner is looking

The scary mirror is broken

I see it's me who I'm versus

The beat we put in reverse

I guess we'll finish this verse

With inspirational words

I know sometimes that it hurts, look

Tragedy comes and tragedy goes

But we get to choose to lose or to learn

So I'm stepping out of my bubble

They tell I'm trouble. I walk and I stumble

I worry and crumble. I cry in a puddle

I tumble and fall. I give it my all

I'm living for love. A gift from above

But nothing that I do is enough man

Knowing how I live