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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2022

Lyrics

Clears throat

Deep breath

Mmmmmm/yeeeeeeeee

Yeah

Mmmmmm/yeeeeeeeee


Look

I ain't never meant to do it like this

Being broke found regret in half the money I done spent

No joke couldn't wait for some times like this

Where I could put past behind me

And seldom reminisce

But I always get called

Like I'm coming off the bench

Woadie had my back

Until up was how switched

Had a rope around my neck

It became my Marshawn Lynch

Now I'm tryna run it back

To where it never did exist


But I'm better now

Feelings finally off the ground

Look at all my options ouu

Pain will always be around

And I got a demon too

He assisting with the sound

To me it be cool

How I see em like an ultrasound

But he got his limits

You push me then he taking over

Believe this world so cold

Trust we can show you colder

So much weight upon my name

I just put it to my shoulders

Carrying this load for years

I too used to lifting boulders

Never had friends

Swear I only had my brothers

Never had interest in

Impressing another

Shawty 'pproached me

I wasn't lookin for no love

And I always kept it real

She really fell for a thug

She love the way I'm growing

Yet she still had to leave

Couldn't be at home alone

While I'm on tour with the team

Took the independent route

And I kept my image clean

Don't believe in all them pictures

Photos never what it seem


Back to me

Look at how they doing me

Outcasted like I'm Tory Lanez

Still I keep it G

As for the industry

They ain't have respect for me

Nobody could see the Artist in me

But truthfully

I done gave you love when

You ain't have no love for yourself

Really pulled you out that grave

You had done dug for yourself

Like J man what you doing

Just ask for some help

Wanting to be strong

But when you strong you not yo best

I was lost in my mind

Hurting all the time

Feeling so alone

Had no tears left to cry

Thinking back to the times

A nigga prayed for hisself

Like Lord give me strength

I need it more than the wealth

Music be my medicine

God knew I needed help

I was struggling with my faith

Mama please don't get the belt

All alone on this road

Straight and narrow long stretch

After hearing all my words

Don't y'all ask me how I felt


Lack of emotions be my norm

Walking thru some puddles of my pain

I had the perfect storm

Influenced by A Boogie

I always got my hoodie on

Niggas wanna spark me

It's hard for me to keep my calm

I told y'all

I just gotta be great

For myself and my demon

That's for everybody sake

For my brothers for my mother

That's a whole lot at stake

For my sister and my dad

I hope one day they will be straight


Threw my feelings up

They were spread on the pavement

Now you see me going up

I made it out the basement

I could never speak my truth

Time for me to make a statement

I could never get here

I done made a few arrangements

Back then that quiet child

Was a portion of me

Couldn't get him on the stage

In the shadows was his dream

I was going 'gainst the grain

Fighting always how it seemed

Now I'm going 'gainst the world

Ain't nobody stopping me uh


I ain't never meant to do it like this

Being broke found regret in half the money I done spent

No joke couldn't wait for some times like these

Where I could put the past behind me

And do it so with ease

Welcome to my pain

I've seen plenty rain

Drowning in that water

Why my feelings not the same

Welcome to my pain

Welcome to my pain

Welcome to my pain

To my pain to my pain


J

Welcome to MyPain

It's been a long time coming

Aaaaahhhhhh

Five years in the making and we here Yyyyeeeeaaaahhhh

Finally

I just gotta thank God

Artist

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