I Ask Myself Lyrics

I came to bring the realness I be on them grind poetics

Hustlin' night and day aesthetics it must run through my genetics

To write these lyrics that I'm writin' roll and pack a Philly Titan

Strolling through these streets I might then go and get it while it's ripe and

Drop the most that I could drop out of every gutta every block

Spread the knowledge know and stop the violent storms in every clock

I'm walkin' through them projects faded I been watched and I been raided

Never said a thing I made it sat around and contemplated

My next move in different cities different cities for the movement

Different faces different places make some room for more improvement

Ask myself why I do like to find myself across the map

Different territories different regions different ways to rap

I guess it makes me comfortable to know I could go anywhere

And lay my head to rest without a pause about a cause to share

From all I've learned and all I know the wisdom that I keep deep down

Rising from these lyrics mixed in grey wash with some skin so brown

That you could hear the music oldies blarin' out and spanish tunes

Cholo culture Chicano flavor it's been that way for many moons

Looking out through cemeteries dreaming on the second tier

I ask myself so many questions gaining knowledge every year

Sometimes I ask myself why do I roam around and live so aimless

Guess I just feel comfortable to mix it up just like a playlist

Soundtrackin' my entire life cuz music it just lifts my soul

Sharing on what I create it's what I love it's what I know

Sometimes I ask myself why do I run the streets like after dark

Collecting all my thoughts and schemes and plots to try and leave my mark

In a world that's gone chaotic ghetto melody my soul

A piece of my environment so violent don't lose control

Take you to a place inside my mind that they could never touch

You know it's buck the system cuz the whole machine is so corrupt

But I've been knowing this and I just I try to keep it motivated

Positivity is key just keep your head up how I play it

In the past in the present time is moving towards the future

Letting go of all unpleasant energies I'm feeling super

Hyped about these ending days it's interesting what I was told

And I am not afraid to just exist and watch it all unfold

Sometimes I ask myself why do I like to live in different spots

Ever since I was a youngster so nomadic different blocks

Different cities different towns different lives that I have found

Flying high above the sky yet still I am so underground

Boom bappin' out the mix hip hop into my rhythm

Press um vinyls till it sticks into these verses that I give um

Out of the windows of my soul desert sands and mountain snow

Mixed with pain and mixed with pleasure memories that I do know

Time does change on the constant constantly I'm making changes

For the better rainy weather big umbrella way infamous

Infamous was all I knew but now I'm seeking peace and humble

Navigate these words don't let them blur into your concrete jungle

Sometimes I ask myself why do I roam around and live so aimless

Guess I just feel comfortable to mix it up just like a playlist

Soundtrackin' my entire life cuz music it just lifts my soul

Sharing on what I create it's what I love it's what I know

Sometimes I ask myself why do I run the streets like after dark

Collecting all my thoughts and schemes and plots to try and leave my mark

In a world that's gone chaotic ghetto melody my soul

A piece of my environment so violent don't lose control