The Dissociative Parable Lyrics

I'll stare at the ceiling if I want to

You can't stop me from zoning out

Congratulations on waking up at four PM

Why don't you stand up and take a bow

I'll stare at the ceiling if I want to

You can't stop me from zoning out

Congratulations on waking up at four PM

Why don't you stand up and take a bow

Don't forget to brush your teeth before dissociating

The massive fear of being stuck here now

So help me god I'd really try for you

If I don't have to make a sound

And I know, know, know, know

It's all fun until its over

I can fall back asleep

And do it all again tomorrow

And I know, know, know, know

It's not what but who you know

I can just fall back asleep

And hope it goes away by morning

And you wanna pretend I'm all out

Don't wanna feel her when I zone out

I wanna feel you but I'm slowed down

Can't concentrate when I'm all frozen

And I know, and I know and I know and I know and I know

You tell me and I don't wanna know

Wanna know, wanna know, wanna know, wanna know

I feel like I've been awake for the past three days

And I'm stressing about next month and where I'm gonna stay

Take a loan from James coz my bills wont go away

And I'm scared of being watched through my window everyday

I gotta take two of these now before I go to sleep

What if I'm still awake when it kicks off?

Balenciaga shoes on my feet yet I can't afford to eat

I think I'm gonna faint, hold on let me take a seat

I haven't stepped outside in so long

When was the last time i talked to someone?

Spend all my time listening to sad songs

Why does it cost so much to find out whats wrong

I feel like I'm a guest living in my own home

I'm never gonna leave if I don't get off my phone

What's a mirror if it don't like what it sees

If my hands don't feel like mine, am I living in a dream?

And I know, know, know

It's all fun until its over

I can fall back asleep

And do it all again tomorrow

And I know, know, know

It's not what but who you know

I can just fall back asleep

And hope it goes away by morning

And you wanna pretend I'm all out

Don't wanna feel her when I zone out

I wanna feel you but I'm slowed down

Can't concentrate when I'm all frozen

And I know, and I know and I know and I know and I know

You tell me and I don't wanna know

Wanna know, wanna know, wanna know, wanna know

Take another chance and you can blame it on me

If you wanna fuck, yeah, the room is on me

It's ok I won't take it personally

I think I like it better when we're sleeping separately

Baby