For the Moment Lyrics

Last couple months been a lot of accepting

It's parts of myself I just wouldn't address them

I tried to compensate the more I do more I'm sweating

Just tell another lie man the deeper I'm getting

Got to maintain reputation

"He's out here slaying it & he don't take a vacation"

I'm trying to be okay with it I hate that I fake it

That's insecurity & shit I can't take it

& it's no longer a game

Everyone around me moving on but I'm staying

Feeling superficial like I'm desperate for fame

It's deeper than that the real ones know what I'm saying

& no I will not explain

Screaming in my head but I can't hear through the pain

Old situations they still live in my brain

Lie to myself to escape

This is what I am

& I know it

I just do me for the moment

This is what I am

Now I know it

I do my best keep it going

This is what I am

& I know it

I just do me for the moment

This is what I am

Now I know it

I do my best keep it going

I told a lot of lies I was hurting so deep

Started to get heavy every time I would speak

A sharp emptiness stabbing me like defeat

Been living like the coward said I never would be

& then I would withdraw

You see me how I want or you don't see me at all

I never show my face when I be feeling so raw

But I tell it to the mic you gonna hear it in a song

It's been so loud can't hear my thoughts

It's hard to tell what's mine what's not

I treasure time but I waste a lot

Deep inside know it's all I got

But what's a man to fucking do

I got a lot of pressure need a way to let it loose

Overthinking everything I end up breaking all my rules

Procrastinating for days just remember keep my cool

This is what I am

Now I know it

I just do me for the moment

This is what I am

Now I know it

I do my best keep it going

This is what I am

Now I know it

I just do me for the moment

This is all I am

& I know it

I do my best keep it going

This is what I am

Now I know it

I just do me for the moment

This is what I am

Now I know it

I do my best keep it going

This is what I am

& I know it

I just do me for the moment

This is what I am

Now I know it

I do my best keep it going