Shadows 'N' Stones Lyrics

Look

Everything be really stressing me lately

I'm just good at showing love

Even if half of them hate me

Now I'm feeling reckless

No matter how high they rate me

Cause I'm speeding down the road

Its like 100 plus 80

Add another 20

I get a bit and still i find it plenty

Palms are sweaty and my arms

Look like moms spaghetti

Thats when my arms are heavy

Cause i hold a lot of trust

I went and broke my whole heart

Over fucking lust

Smoking at the beach

I'm wishing i could float away

Happiness the destination

Tell me you can show the way

Feel the pain through my neck

Working to my shoulder blades

People that are feeling hurt

Will naturally have more to say

I never caught a fade

Imagine if i caught a blade

Straight to the neck

And suddenly i turn to quarter made

The lights go down

And then eventually they sort of fade

And if i go and die today

I won't be born again

Everything happens for reasons

And that's a part of living

Sometimes life can get hard

So then you're hardly living

Everything be hitting with force

And its not forgiving

Funny how we people have hands

But its not for giving

Crazy that we all have lives

But its not for living

Funny how we listen to lies

But don't like to listen

Always writing raps in the dark

Until the sun has risen

I win the lottery everyday

But the funds are missing

I keep on tripping over everything i can't change

But i can't help it cause my mind is always in a race

And taking medication never changed a damn thing

Always being first cause i aint taking second place

I feel the weight on my back, never really let it go

Do i really need to die, before they see I'm made of gold

I swear I'm always straight, i never really plan to fold

Had a lot of fire in my heart, but now my hands are cold

They love to see me down, but never falling down again

Every king has a time, I'm going to wear the crown again

Looking at the mirror, and i promise that i found a friend

Had to fight a couple demons, everything is sound again

I changed a lot from a teen but still i didn't change

Yeah my attitude is different but I'm still the same

I'm proud of everything that once made me feel ashamed

I was a hero until the villains came, feel my pain

I never plan for the future, tomorrows never told

I love the smell of the money, but never borrow gold

I love the heat, but it just feels like I'm forever cold

I kinda want it all, but know that its all better sold

I could leave the world today

And you would never know,

Every single part of heart, i had to let it go

Watch it disappear in the air, its like a spec of dust

I'm too busy being me to really go and make a fuss

I tried to make life easier for the ones in my circle

Not to be hurtful but i tried until i couldn't move

They never moving so i need to go and jump the hurdles

But i guess that if you stay running then you always lose

Words can hurt me

But i know they never break my bones

People made promises but never let it set in stone

All the messages i sent

But they all read it wrong

Too many Bnbs

Just want someone to feel like home

I ask for closure but i never seem to really get it

Life can really go and fuck you if you really let it

Such is life but please don't settle for that state of mind

We all diamonds in the rough, but we were made to shine

We're never built perfect

But I'm perfectly building everything

In my life

That really makes it feel worth it

I'm a bit broken

But i know I'm still working

I said that i will make it

Trust me, yeah I'm still certain

Everything that happened to me had a real reason

The weather changing but my feelings the same every season

Tried to do good by everybody, just won't ever please em

And everybody that planned to stay, were the first ones leaving

Damn