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Static in my head

Shit I can't tell if you down for me

Seen everybody leave my side

Said they no snake

Said you was real

That was my mistake

Misplaced my brain they left me in a fantasy

Believing they my homies thinking she might be the one

Made me question my loyalty but I still had heart

Flipping like some switches

Knew the energy was off

Now alone down this road

Riding round potholes

Walking through a snow storm

No one to huddle for warmth

Mind tangled like wires my memories keep playing back

Got ghosts of the past floating all around the ceiling

Cant connect with no soul I move solo

Hold my head down low fuck im tryna look up

Take a hit get high

Still im deep in the mud

Nah there's no more room for love

It's only big bucks from here

Why the tears why the frown

You can't let them put your ass down

Money over everything

These hoes will just say anything

To get between your cream you gotta read between the lines

Don't be thinking with your heart

They ain't feeling you at all

Can't pause dont stop

Keep my eyes on a droptop

Pray i don't get got

Ducking under shots

Mothafuckas wanna see me like sitting ducks

But im still putting in the work

Even if it hurts bruh

No fucks for whatever they say

They gon talk anyway what they know about me mane

Pain deep in my soul

Got a hole in my mind

It's hard me to reach the light feeling like im lost in the void

Try to look far away seeing past my grave

Save my tears another day

Maybe i might crack

Ive been breaking in the making fading in the phasing

Still stacking my money some things are never changing

I walk this world of sin

Can''t call too many people my friends

Even my kin could stab my back

Look back

My killers could be standing right in front

Hit the blunt but i still feel sum

Voice in my head said i cant trust none

Dope in my lungs fire in my heart

Set a blaze those thoughts my mind just lost in the smoke

All the words you can tell me im seeing through the illusions

Don't like the way that you moving

No you dont want me to lose it

Superstitions turning lucid i can't see to get a grip

Paranoid you aint my boy shit it's either him or us

Was it bound to be like this

Fuck i really couldnt see it

All the days back then never holding meaning

All the love i had before nothing but a bloody mess

All the shit i wanna say

These words choke me to death

I can't feel your love but i know you got hate

Tryna play me dumb

Better fuck off hoe

You dont wanna stand close

You dont really need me

Feel like this mask that im wearing aint really holding

Brokn Tearing muscles tryna smile i can't cry anymore

Seeing shadows in the room

This might be the real you

Take a look into the mirror i dont see no reflecting

My reflection from a bottle all alone at the bottom

Lost from the light im losing power in my soul

Hollow in the core i dont know what im really feeling

Living in my thought bubble my mental is just trapped

There's a gap in my reality

Does anything really matter

All the cheddar im stacking cant pay to pass heavens gates

Any emotion inside of me is where it remains

Holding on to my pride

Just to die alone with hate

Not a dollar to my name just some change on the floor