Why?(为何) Lyrics

I think my life is worth nothing

I think my life is worth nothing

I think my life is worth nothing

I think my life is worth nothing

I'm the new kid on the street

You call it avenue me

My life is my dream

And i live it like kingpin

In my head there's a thing

Called my fantasy theme

It goes like

Moneymoneymoneymoneymoneylove

The other day i went to my school play

Sitting alone, you know, just as always

My friend texting, talking bot how her boy in the play is holding another girls waist

How she finna get his ass kicked, and how she love him deeply

What a wholesome relationship, deep down i know i'm jealous

Going home after all the crowd and happiness

All i felt was just sad and pettiness

Regretness and speechless

Taking me down with a tight wrist

I feel like i'm drowning

Can't control my feelings

Filling a void with music and drinking

Trynna run away from life

Becoming a passenger from the one who drive

God why you do this to me i'm just a guy

I think my life is worth nothing

I think my life is worth nothing

I think my life is worth nothing

I think my life is worth nothing

One day ima get myself a big black truck

Jump in it

Bot to be a child melesting thug

I want that dreamville money

But i'm too young and ain't that tough

Just hope i make some money

So that i can pay my mama love back

Growing up, she the one that had my heart protect

Going out, she the one who pack my damn bag

Had a talk, i was the inspection for her own bag

Knowing all, don't worry mama ima be back

If u haven't noticed

This shit all bot the fortune

I'm talking life, rhyme, people, even corpses

Alive or dead you need that shit to be breathing

What's the answer to life, simple, keep breathing

I'm just kidding, to be honest nobody knows

I asked the question to a 70 years old

Just chilling in his truck crack the ac on low

He said to me no joke

I'm still lost

Lost in the rain and the pain

The past that's been so insane

The thoughts caught up in a brain

Never hold a thing that i named

You tell me why we seem so lame

You tell me why we seem so lame

It's called life

I learned a lesson that's to never stop ask why

Why my soul is given

When we all finna to die

Why my heart is hurting

And she still won't lie

Just sit there and tell me

Son there's no why

Son there's no why

But deep down i was wondering

Why this freedom ain't free

Why woman gotta suffer cus of history

Why colored ppl are different it's like the birds and the bees

The jobs can't have bad apples been rotten from tree

I can't sleep

With all the stress in my mind

Stoping me from my shine

Blocking me in my line

I can't lie

Lately ain't feeling my vibe

Lost in my cubicle mind

Lost in the city where everyone cry tears

Just making us blind

Getting your eyes red, lookin deep only find black

Gotta keep ur head up and get down to the grind

Keep yo head up