Hell of a Drug ft. Kayla Ray Lyrics

I noticed our tattoo in the mirror today

My salty eyes filled up and I started to shake

But I can't look away

Then Dave came on he was singing that goddamn song

I turned it off for my own sake

Cause the smallest reminders of you take me back to the start

There's a fire inside me burning a whole through my heart

I'm destructive and triggered

I'm so stuck and bitter

It's poison in my blood

I need a release

Just a minute of peace

But this anger's a hell of a drug

This anger's a hell of a drug

And it's been a dizzy year on this merry-go-round We either fight and cry or we don't make a sound It just brings me down

The air feels thick and my body feels so sick

I thought I'd be okay by now

But the smallest reminders of you take me back to the start

There's a fire inside me burning a whole through my heart

I'm destructive and triggered

I'm so stuck and bitter

It's poison in my blood

I need a release

Just a minute of peace

But this anger's a hell of a drug

This anger's a hell of a drug

If I stay mad then I don't have to feel

Anything that's actually real

Your words like knives they cut me down so small Thought I was stronger but I had so far to fall

And silence is just easier that's why I haven't called

Cause the smallest reminders of you take me back to the start

Oh I'm destructive and triggered I'm so stuck and bitter

It's poison in my blood

When the smallest reminders of you take me back to the start

Oh I'm destructive and triggered I'm so stuck and bitter

It's poison in my blood

I need a release

Just a minute of peace

But this anger's a hell of a drug

This anger's a hell of a drug