Beaver Lake Lyrics

I understand if you spit right in my face

I would do the same thing if I was you

That's what you want

A violent attack

But there's no coming back

No, I will go

And then you'll see

The real inside of me

When I'm laid on the butcher's table

You won't see shit

A hollow little shell

A stupid kid who don't got no guts

And there are so many things I would say

If I was in a position to talk

But I can't weave my words the way you do

I forget the punctuation

Now that I'm here

I feel like I'm not free

I feel like I'm a stupid person

I can't do shit

I can't maintain myself

I can't wake up and feel your body

I see myself

A hollow little shell

A stupid ugly jerk who don't shut up

And I get through

Through each and every day

By knowing someday I won't be around

And there are so many things I won't say

If I could stop myself from talking then

I'd take every single word from my brain and leave only punctuation

And there are so many things I have said

That I won't get over till I am dead

And it echoes through every inch of my head

I really don't wanna be here