contradictions Lyrics

Telling myself I should love myself

Makes me hate myself

Cuz what's there to love, yuh

What's there to love, yuh

What's there to trust, yuh

Lately I just really wanna go home

Even though I'm already at home

What it does mean, does anyone know

Don't wanna be here but don't know where to go

I know they hear me but they never listen

They just wanna hear how I flow

If that's what you want, I've been on a roll

Nobody fucking with me in my zone

Bitch I'm a misfit, nobody miss me

No one to visit, yuh, yuh

I do not blame them, in so much pain

But I'm not complaining, yuh, yuh

Don't blame them at all

Matter fact I deserve it all

Acting like I ain't hurt at all

Cuz I fucking hate when they call

or text me if I'm fine

Bitch, where the fuck were you all this time

Acting like you give a fuck on my line

Yeah, on my line

Just make yourself feel better

Then get the fuck out my life

Lately I just really wanna go home

Even though I'm already at home

What it does mean, does anyone know

Don't wanna be here but don't know where to go

I know they hear me but they never listen

They just wanna hear how I flow

If that's what you want, I've been on a roll

Nobody fucking with me in my zone

Telling myself I should love myself

Makes me hate myself

Cuz what's there to love, yuh

What's there to love, yuh

What's there to trust, yuh