sleep Lyrics

I won't even stop and look at rolls of photos I have took

Cause I'm afraid I'll bubble over with emotions that I've cooked

It's like I keep on staying busy

Always movin' never pause

Cause I'm worried if the curtain closes there won't be applause

It'll only be myself

Roll the credits it's just me

And I'll finally have to face I'm not the person I should be

You went and found your purpose then you burned it to the ground

You can't even seem so certain that it's ashes all around

It's like I'm laughing then I frown

(Ha-ha, Ha-ha)

Don't know what shit I'm yapping bout

I know there will not be applause

Even if you're clappin' now

It's like I'm rooted in the sound that says you'll lose and then you'll drown

Cause now I've proven that I'm stupid and a loser in the crowd

Not proud of thoughts that cross my mind

(Oh nah, oh nah)

Not proud of people that I've seen

Not proud of wishing that I'd wake up and it'd all have been a dream

Not proud I wanna be 14

Before I fucked up everything

Back when the mental was so innocent

Share thoughts and then ice cream

Not proud that I want to go back

When I lived near a cul-de-sac

I'm back I'm sorry this is whack

Okay I'm fine now mental snapped back in

Remembered where I am

(I am, I am)

Now you see I'm scared of them

Thoughts that walk inside my mind

Soon as I pause and give them time