wudnt b a surprise Lyrics

Put my heart on a shelf and my thoughts in a box

I guess I'm not as well as I thought I was

But I'm still keeping my head high even though I'm low

I don't need your fucking pity at all its all my fault that I feel

I feel like I'm left out

I feel like I'm slept on

The way she rip my heart out is the same way I get stepped on

And if I kill myself tonight don't you act so surprised

If nobody will hear me out then Ill scream to the sky

We all got some problems I'm just not good at hiding mine

Its too hard to solve them I feel lost I feel compromised

I'm done tryna fake a smile

Try my shoes you cant walk a mile

They tell me it takes time I already know that cause its been a while oh

And I'm sorry if I ever once came off rude

Cause I'm falling apart but I'm still keeping my cool

Yeah I'm still keeping it cordial cant believe

We all just acting like this shits so normal

But like I said before you know I could never blame you

Even when its all your fault that I'm on the floor

I still think that I could've changed you

And I know you're not the same but I promise girl I'm not the same too

And I know you think I hate you but on god I swear that's not true

I wanna hide my face away from the world

Keep putting all of my pain on these tracks it still hurts

Ill sit outside your house picking up the patch from the dirt

Don't act like that no more cause I

I feel like I'm left out

I feel like I'm slept on

The way she rip my heart out is the same way I get stepped on

And if I kill myself tonight don't you act so surprised

If nobody will hear me out then Ill scream to the sky

We all got some problems I'm just not good at hiding mine

Its too hard to solve them I feel lost I feel compromised

I'm done tryna fake a smile

Try my shoes you cant walk a mile

They tell me it takes time I already know that cause its been a while oh