If I die lay me down with real niggas that I lost

Ain't no debt got to be paid except for the ones with a cost

They say revenge ain't your best friend we been kicking together

I avenge anything that can walk with a schedule

Man fuck that they cant feel the pain or the trauma

I can envision Anton in his Coma fuck

Goodbyes and funerals

Mob ties created rules that niggas cant attest

When I don't think about the death I'm at my best

When I think about his killer put his ass straight to rest

Take a breath and shoot his soul out his chest

If they try and breathe

I sit and watch him bleed

I can see death all over the land of free

I don't know if ill ever be the same

I don't know if we will ever meet again

I don't know why is life full of pain

I don't know if its me who done changed

They say close range knock a nigga head back woooo

Psychology I study real niggas anthropology

Apologies are never authentic enough

Nigga say he killing me bitch I'm calling her bluff

I never been a scared nigga or mislead by my household runners

Moms and Pops outlaw stunners

The love jones

Use to walk in the crib the love home

Bill wethers sit and listen to a saxophone

I love Jazz hope you catching on

dysfunctional but we a family at home

I must say I wrote journals for a struggle that hurt

We been dealing with this shit since birth I feel cursed

But in Psalms it was lord who convinced me

To call on him when I'm distressed it was immensely

The biggest test of times

I had to go and clutch the line and inch the line

And move like a soldier now

Hit him eight different times like an octagon

Hoping ill go in life and still be sanctified

I must say

I don't know if ill ever be the same

I don't know if we will ever meet again

I don't know why is life full of pain

I don't know if its me who done changed