Escape Lyrics

I think about my life and

What it means to me

Who am I? Am I worthy?

What will my purpose be?

What's in store??

Can't say for sure you see

But I've got the brush until

It's time to leave

"Why not Manifest, you're the best

Young boy you're blessed

This life's a test a quest, with no

Time to rest

Leave you feeling stressed, depressed

You gotta give it your best

Just leave that bitch finessed"

That's from the voice inside of me

Guiding me, Providing me, Frightens, More so Enlightens me

Give a fuck less About my insecurities

I know that I'm a mess and I gotta battle sobriety

Anything and everything Anything but reality

Always found a way to ignore my responsibility

Had about enough

Shit is tough, It is rough

Nothing new

You still gotta push to poop

When I'm tryna take a break from my everyday

Gettin fucked by life in every way

When it's tryna push me down I try to stay

I figure out a way to escape this place

When I get up on the beat it puts a smile on my face

Negativity deleted now with love I replace

Kill the pain, like the Waynes, in a dark alleyway

Real till the day I die

That's just

Thoughts on my mind I conceive it

Question is should I believe it

Maybe I was meant to see it

Gonna come out undefeated

See 'em in my dreams, wonder what they mean, things aren't what they seem

Hush now

Little Johnny don't scream

My soul too tired to beat my meat

Turned that shit around to when I meet the beat

Open new doors

Sometimes you gotta believe

Tell me who knows

What is meant to be

Grab a pen and a page

Fill myself up with rage

Spaz out, lock myself, in the room for days

This is how I take a break

From the day to day

Welcome to the world of

When I spill on the page my feelings

Cum on the face of my demons

Set my mind free cause I need it

Spit it record it repeat it

Not cause I wanna release this

Part of my mind it's my thesis

Chill cause He's just

A boy who needs Jesus

Nobody can imprison you

But your thoughts can

They want me to crash burn up in flames

Can't be fazed man

Can I believe the painted pictures across these walls

Swear to god didn't sign myself no up for these wars

But I'm guessin these are battles

That we all gotta face

Messin' up our mental space

While we run the rat race

I'm looking for the big picture

Fuck a Polaroid

Turn my heart to music

Just to fill the void

Bustin' my ass to get that College degree

Knew it all along this wasn't Cut out for me

End of four years and I'm feelin destroyed

Can't forget the fact man I'm Still unemployed

Johnny working nine to five like the rest of the boys

I just wanna see my mama's face light up joy

Hoping one day she can shout and rejoice

While she's Looking at the sky

Wondering if she's high!

So you do

What you gotta do

Don't care what they think about you

Do what you wanna do

They don't really give a shit about you

Just a view

From me to you

Well I wish my younger self knew

It's true

Be true to you

Cause at the end of the day

All you got is you