Troubles Lyrics

It feels like the death of me, how did we get here

It seems that I've seen much better than this year

I'm drowning from the added weight

Weighed down by the affairs of the state

How can I maneuver through it all

Lambs being slaughtered more than ewe can birth

What's the worth

All this work and very little reward

I'm doing my best to move us forward

Yet the captain wanna ration our supplies

And approach us then with lies

How much longer must I be on this train

Way too much for my brain

My shoulders and chest heavy, there's so much pressure

My wife wants me to hold her, she needs this good loving

But I can't function this erection, I'm so stressed out, dysfunction

It's a civil war

An attack within my own body

I'm trying to get down and naughty

But reality has grabbed ahold

Yet she understands the toll it has taken upon my soul

Now I'm aggravated, agitated, feeling that I should be heavily medicated

Then skip town to not be found

Bring on the numbness with liquor

Quick

But I'm trying hard not to fall into that

I gotta get by somehow, but I feel trapped

I'm tangled up in this life and acts of the day

How can I protect my peace if it's disarray

I don't know what the hell to do

I'm tired of praying and waiting

Somebody come help

Will this be the death of me

My troubles have me stressing bad you see

I can't even clear my head and it's vexing

So many things wrong

I think it's best that I disappear no question

Will this be the death of me

My troubles have me stressing bad you see

I can't even clear my head and it's vexing

So many things wrong

I think it's best that I disappear no question

I'm stressing at an all time high

I wonder will I die in my sleep

So many why's of things, how can this be

I'm sowing seeds of faith but when will I reap

The devil is trapping me in a net, and God seems to not be in reach

I yell to heaven

Still he hasn't answered my call

Busy tones and lose of my speech, I can't grab ahold at all

I'm trying to catch my breath, I need guidance

I'm being buried alive

Will I die from asphyxiation, or the virus outside

I don't want to be walking dead man

Just to be barely getting by, on the day to day grind

Overworked and overwhelmed trying to carve out time

What to do with what's important to me

My passions and my family

Such an imbalance on the work life scale

If you don't know what it feels like

This here is hell

I'm trying to be an honorable man, but where's that cheat code to life

While I'm in the process of getting it right

Man, forget it

I've had enough of this

Will this be the death of me

My troubles have me stressing bad you see

I can't even clear my head and it's vexing

So many things wrong

I think it's best that I disappear no question

Will this be the death of me

My troubles have me stressing bad you see

I can't even clear my head and it's vexing

So many things wrong

I think it's best that I disappear no question

I'm looking for an escape now

Carving out an escape route

Routing myself out of this place but it doesn't seem easy as it sounds

Man, I'm lost in a maze

There seems to be no end in sight

I'm running into barriers and high walls

The knight falls, but I'm getting back on the horse

Of course, back on course, from jousting with challenges I'm facing head on

After a detour of despair it appears to pierce me

Shall we persevere or just let Azraell come and get me

Sometimes it's hard to see light at the end of a tunnel on a stormy day

I try to hold on, praying a change will come like Sam

I can move in a manner that'll eventually get me jammed like smucker's

But I'm no sucker for state property apparel

That type of cage can turn a righteous man feral

A prophet filled with rage

Going against the machine digging constant graves with a shovel

So I channel my emotions into this song to prevent a demise

Getting it off my chest just like a woman nursing pennywise