flewts Lyrics

I've been trying to do my own thing

Know when I'm alone I ain't lonely

But still i wish I had some one close to me

When I'm low

Who could pick me up like a phone ring

Cozy

Weight too heavy on my noggin

Do i get help from dimensions beyond

My comprehension

Wrestle with the odds

Every time I'm lost

I bet I'm where I aught to be

Just a way to calm my thinking

Thousand times a day I say it's all got a reason

I wasn't even meant to win the lottery

When I started off key and out of beat

Where I'm at now should already be an accomplishment

I was always cheesing as a kid

But optimism flipped a bit

When I saw the world filled of smog and problems

Worse part is, I'm a product of it

But there's also a lot of real in it too

Like how I think the way I'm feeling for you

I'mma just try to keep it true

I been caught in a loop, and I need some new

Head in the air like I'm breathing flutes

Electronic heart that's beating through the screen

Girl so fine like thin point pens

Curly hair dime, is she 10 toes in

I get infatuated too easily

Just something gravitating about speaking with

She got my

Heart fluttering

I start coloring to get my mind of it

My guards up a bit

She's hard to understand

But that's part of the fun of it

I'm far from her man but we always keep discussing

But actually it's quite on and off with it

I catch myself often from falling in it

Fine with distance just want someone to call or kick it with

I'm lost but limitless

Stop and sit

What am I starting

Always searching for a journey to embark in

Dream bubble flying off far again

Show the real me like Clark Kent

Broke, overthinking, loser, reaching for stardom

In these dumb little songs feed my narcissism

Why can't I just make a little shelter in a park bench

Start a little garden

Everything takes charge to live

Am I sounding marxist

Why'd I choose my life game card as an artist

Thought that this was parchment I was carving in

Not my dang arm, I'm a part of this

Always cooking in the lab, still starving

Funny how if you stay dreaming, it's alarming

Come on that's a bar

I don't care if they argue with it

I been in my own world

Trying to do my own thing

Know when I'm alone I ain't lonely

But still i wish I had

Someone close to me

When i'm low

Who could pick me up like a phone ring

Holy holy

Lord could you show me

How do I find my own happiness

When nobody know me

The way I do, or you supposedly

But still I want someone to hold me

What's a king without his own queen

Just a chess piece pawn

I try to write a line fill the whole sheet

Always more I want to go speak

Covering my mouth like a nose bleed

Just want someone to shop with for groceries

So cheesy

Someone we can both just do our own thing

I ain't hearing what they told me

Make the whole globe know it's cozy