infatuation - orchestral Lyrics

I close my eyes and there's you

Just get outta my head because you're

A huge distraction

Talking day and night

About things - no one will get

You're the romcom of my dreams

And yet it makes me mad

Because

I'm too sick of writing love songs bout you

But when I see your face

I scream and shout and jump about

Makin' it obvious in every way

Get out of my head for just a second

See you everywhere

And my heartbeat quickens

I can't think clearly

But I guess it's infatuation

I leave you clues around the place

And then I freak out about the decisions that I make

Because I want you to know

But I know I can't have you

Oh, it's not easy

To tell you all of the things that I feel

Because seeing you smile just kills me

So let's keep it real

Im too sick of writing love songs about you

But when I see your face

I scream and shout and jump about

Makin' it obvious in every way

You're a work of art

That im overanalyzing

I could be overthinking

But that's every song I sing

I'm going crazy

Or is it infatuation?

Still unrequited

Oh it's complicated

Cuz you were never obligated

Was I contemplated?

Oh, I look pathetic

Wish you weren't apathetic

Maybe I could think that this was

Orchestrated

I'm too sick of writing love songs bout you

But when I see your face

I scream and shout and jump about

Makin it obvious in every way

Oh don't you see, this song's another one

I say that im sick of it, but im having fun

Cringing at my emotions

I pray it's infatuation

I'm too sick of writing love songs about you

But when I see your face

I scream and shout and jump about

Makin it obvious in every way

It's driving me crazy

I don't know what to do

Cant be in love with you

I hope you never knew

I'm going crazy

Or is it infatuation?