4 YEARS Lyrics

This is for myself, after four years of trying To hold on to a love, from the beginning it

was dying

Someday, it won't last, always

Never close the door, if you do baby leave the key

Under the mat so I can come and go when I please

And you know, I tried to hold you close

Damn it all was toxic, and I loved your toxic energy

Drove me really crazy, gave me hopeful synergy

You know, this all would so wrong

And I don't wanna feel your touch again

If you're not all mine, what's the point of this

This all was stupid, it was reckless and I loved it

Cause I never had loving, I remember how you looked at me

That stare was just too sweet, too sweet

Had to let it go, let it go

Leave him alone, it's not your home

Gotta build my own, but I don't know

Leave him alone, it's not your home

Gotta build my own, so I let it go

Let it go, it's not your home

Gotta leave him alone, gotta build my own

Gotta build my own

It turns out, how it turned out

But it's done now, it's done now

I'ma let go, I'ma let go