dissipate Lyrics

Losing the strength to go on

Losing my patience with no one

'Cept for myself and no one

My body feels so numb

I used to think I was so strong

had potential to be someone

But my brain is frying

Loudest in the room but inside I'm quiet

Tonight I might just give up

Let it all go, fuck the music, i might just stir it up

Fuck everybody that made me happy

I wanna be sad and I wanna be lonely

I'm definitely depressed

I'm diagnosing myself, doing it with my chest

I know I've got people round me

But no one knows me like me

You might hear this think that that I'm avoiding

You might hear this and think that I'm just lying

I'm an ignorant fuck I can't deny it

I just want my attention, I can't deny it

I wanna be famous

I wanna be in your pictures so I can frame it

I wanna be somebody, baby face it

If I can't do this, my life is aimless

I know this game is dangerous

Losing the will to live is so damn shameless

But you know me, man, I'm advantageous

My thirst for love be so fucking contagious

I think I've finally grown up

I think I've finally woke up

I think it's time for me to speak up

And tell you at 20 years old I've crashed into a speed bump

I don't know where I'm going

But the stars are glowing

So many lights in the sky

I think they're telling me something

Maybe that this life is foreboding

Maybe the simulation's decoding

Maybe tonight they're posing

Cause they know that tomorrow, the sun is exploding

And if it is then I'll leave this here

Gotta learn to live life without fear

I'll learn to love and be sincere

And if you want to give your pain away you'll know I'll volunteer

The sun is rising, I've been up so late

Writing these words in hope you'll relate

My name is Harry, you've all been great

Now get some rest, it's time to dissipate