Beautiful Disguise ft. s0cliché Lyrics

I'm breaking apart as we go

I've never seen down this road

As the cracks are seeping in

Please, help me within

Maybe it's all over my head

Feeling like this is the darkest of dread

That I cannot escape

Trade my life if I could save you

What have I done, who have I become

Staring right back at the edge of the gun

What if I stay, look the other way

Saving myself at the end of my days

But know, this ain't the end

Fill my heart with love and suspense

Where were you when I tried

Cast your stones, they don't hurt

I'm here at the stake where I like to burn

And it seems like a problem

I'm drinking this solvent

To fight off my demons

Though I want to call it

Too much of an addict

A sick alcoholic

I live in disease

Because there's no cure

Wounded wasted

Hating this basement

The change in your faces

Don't tell me I'm pure

I fought angels

Through pleasures and mangers

I wanted the dangers

And I was so sure

What have I done, who have I become

Staring right back at the edge of the gun

What if I stay, look the other way

Saving myself at the end of my days

But know, this ain't the end

Fill my heart with love and suspense

Where were you when I tried