asylum ft. RAADFORD Lyrics

The ground is crumbling beneath my feet

All I valued in life seems to be obsolete

All I thought was important is now turning to dust

And the people around me make me choke with disgust

Whatever I stand for is only good to rile them

Feeling like a sane person locked up in insane asylum

Where everyone seems to think exactly the opposite

Maybe shoulda failed my IQ test so it wouldn't be positive

Maybe the reason is I would never give up on my freedom

Or that I challenged your god is never there when you need him

May be it's cuz I want to crush my head against the wall

To stop altogether being able to think of it all

And would rather do that than drown my brains in alcohol

Killing glimpses of reason that just started to crawl

Or is it that I wouldn't sell the truth for a lump of bread

That's the basic values I had since I was born and bred

This aint another world I'm not a mental amputee

I live this hell while you're trying to disregard reality

I'd rather take the pain than be defeated

People are thrown shit at and all they do is just eat it

I will never feel fine

I'm feeling insecure

Neurotic and exiled

I will never feel fine

I'm feeling insecure

Neurotic and exiled

Look

Keep my mask on

I got nothin underneath of it

Staring at the wall

Blurry vision barely seeing shit

Turn the lights off

I'll pretend im really free of it

Gotta latch on

To the fantasy of leaving this

Place, that I've made, by myself, can't be saved

Man I'd say, that ive changed, but i'm staying the same, uh

Separate the art, from the artist man I'm trying to

If i pass away my alter ego's gon' be dying too

Take a step back

And another and another one

On the wrong track

Train is coming and you wanna run

Pick up the slack

Swear to god it feel impossible

I got hella sin on my hands

Its unwashable

Best catch on, 'fore i say my final words

I'll be burning with the demons I'm not flying with the birds

It's too late for salvation

Fucked reputation

Never turnin back from all this shit I'm not escaping

I will never feel fine

I'm feeling insecure

Neurotic and exiled

I will never feel fine

I'm feeling insecure

Neurotic and exiled