i need help Lyrics

I feel invisible

Like I can't be seen

Like you're not wondering

Where I have been

When I was a kid

Playground

Recess

The first time I questioned

What reality really is

Am I a ghost

Longing to be one of the living

That feeling never went away

I feel so disconnected

From everyone

Nobody knows more

Than a fraction

Of the things that I've done

If I told you everything

I keep to myself

You'd probably agree when I say

That I need help

Only one man

Understood

And he tried to end me

Once he had had enough

Since then I've been looking

For someone to know me

But nobody ever does

I feel so disconnected

From everyone

Nobody knows more

Than a fraction

Of the things that I've done

If I told you everything

I keep to myself

You'd probably agree when I say

That I need help

My insecurities

Have been there from the start

Reinforced by the ways

You've broken my heart

You've shown it to me

Time and time again

I'll be alone

From beginning to end

I know I shouldn't care

What other people think

Even though so many

Have pushed me to the brink

One day or another

I'm gonna have to say

Don't love me when I love myself

Love me for today