Inner Demon Lyrics

Still the same me but I carry all this doubt

I'm depressed but there is so much to rejoice about

Southern trenches never thought Id make it out

I'm still alive and for that I got to make it count

But all this trauma can't stay the same

Can't get out now

Deep in the game

Type of lifestyle where you go insane

I am empty consumed by pain

California

The ocean

The path that

I've chosen

There's so much

Corruption

I can't even Function

Universe so big

I'm like a spec of dust

I've been feeling like

I'm meaningless

Where did I go wrong

Have I been miss led

100 thoughts are

Going through my head

I wanna figure it out

I just wanna shout but I can't let it out

My heads full of doubt

I need a reason

I'm sick of pleasing

My inner demon

Spirits lifted

My mind has shifted

Life isn't guaranteed

Its gifted

I got on my feet

And I made away

Liking this version

Of myself today

How am I suppose to change

When everything around me stays the same

How am I supposed to grow

When everything around me is loosing its flow

I wanna figure it out

I just wanna shout

But I can't let it out

My heads full of doubt

I need a reason

I'm sick of pleasing

My inner demon

I wanna figure it out

I just wanna shout

But I can't let it out

My heads full of doubt

I need a reason

I'm sick of pleasing

My inner demon

Change the world

That's what I was hoping

But I got

Some bad ways of coping

Going through life

And I'm just floating

I'm just floating here

I wanna figure it out

I just wanna shout

But I can't let it out

My heads full of doubt

I need a reason

I'm sick of pleasing

My inner demon

I wanna figure it out

I just wanna shout

But I can't let it out

My heads Full of doubt

I need a reason

I'm sick of pleasing

My inner demon