Why's It Gotta Be This Way Lyrics

Why's it gotta be this way

I know we're struggling hard

Piece inside is missing apart

Now that your gone

Break away from the underside

From the pain that were feeling now

I don't want you to go away

And I've felt that from the start

Can't see a face other than yours

Like the rainfall comes down from a storm

I just want you to come back home

And get back in my arms

When I look into the mirror

All I see staring back at me

A shell of a man

Like a ghost of who I used to be

I tried to give you everything

I tried to help you patiently

I tried to make it work

Now I feel like I'm a vacancy

I break down

While I'm staring at the light

Come and take it

When I feel itll happen all night

I can't seem to understand

Without you here beside me

Questioning my worth

Thats according to society

A man

I was raised to never emotion

Running through my pain

Like it's just a normal motion

Some nights

When I feel its getting worse

I feel like giving up

Cause it's just another curse

I have to write down

All the things that I have come around

It's coming from my past

Im believing things will never last

I see the pure sight

Of the things that are for sure to last

Thinking of things way to fast

See things from a bigger mass

I have things that i dont address

It's ripping me straight from the chest

I hate it

I inflate it

Its not something that I do confess

Try to see it

See it from a different mind spec

But I think of all the times

That I seen another car wreck

Or the times I had gained the respect

For my line say I'm doing fine

Deal it from my nest

Don't wanna be a pest

Just wanna be just like you

I'm coming and I'll see you in a few

Home in the night

When my music's not enough

I be stripping things away

When the torment is to tough

I have to clear my mind

So I go out for a ride

Change the tide

Another stride

So I give another try

I don't wanna feel this regret

Of a new found lyrical confusing connect

Then go down

Screaming i am losing respect

Wanna invest

But nothings gonna change

When theres nothing to protect

It's growing stronger

I don't know what to do

It's gripping me tightly

It won't let me go

Make me feel alone

Nobody's on the phone

Living this hell

I sure do see the zone

So

Here I am again

You don't what to do

Gripping it tightly

You won't let it go

Makes you feel alone

When there's no one on the phone

Your living this hell

I know you see the zone

Here I am again

I never really understood

The chain of events

In the end

All I wanted to do was just repent

My thoughts and my actions

Initial reaction

Again it was something that I couldn't prevent

Life throws curveballs

We never expect

Trynna to teach us lessons

That we only neglect

Instead were using them as a tool of destruction

Leading our brains

To a state of corruption

I'm not throwing any shade

I know it's not the same

I'm not saying your to blame

Just know I'm in the lane

Stop playing games brain

Driving me insane

We got lessons to learn

Don't use it for fame

I'm on a road

Judging life is apart of the load

Skipping and dreaming

You don't want to hear me screaming

Weather here or that apart of me

Know that you are missing out

In the end

You will want to know that there will be alot to see

Why's it gotta be this way

I know we're struggling hard

Piece inside is missing apart

Now that your gone

Break away from the underside

From the pain that were feeling now

I don't want you to go away

And I've felt that from the start

Can't see a face other than yours

Like the rainfall comes down from a storm

I just want you to come back home

And get back in my arms