Ain't That Just the Way Lyrics

I've been down on my knees not trying to pray just resting my feet

Take a dose of reality and dissect my personality

To cut out the pieces I don't need

So I can build a better me from me

Meet my friends down at the creek throw a stone in the blazing heat

Get high get drunk get anything to find a sense of belonging

Convince myself I wanted to be seen

But it's not that easy and I'm starting to feel kinda queasy

I just need some fucking guidance or any kind of sign

That says what I'm doing is what is meant to be

Tell a joke in the morning smoke breathe in breathe out hold onto hope

Thrive survive just be alive try to find some peace of mind

Convince myself today will be fine

But it's not that easy and I'm starting to feel kinda queasy

I just need somebody's touch some skin against my own

To make me feel like I'm enough

Why am I so fucking angry I'm always so pissed off

I needed something new I even tried playing golf

But I can't hold the clubs right and I can't hit the ball straight

And now I'm feeling scared I got too much on my plate

And I can't relax

Even when I'm comfortable

No I can't relax

Even when I'm asleep

I want to tell you I hate you I want to make it go away

I want to tell you I hate you I want to make it go away

I want to tell you I hate you I want to make it go away

But if I tell you I hate you then you will make me stay

I want to tell you I hate you I want to make it go away

I want to tell you I hate you I want to make it go away

I want to tell you I hate you I want to make it go away

I want to tell you I hate you and then

Just fucking walk away