Hate Myself Lyrics

I'm at a place where I hate the skin on my bones

I'm in a room where all I see is the proof

That I always let you down

I want to make you proud

But I fall I fall right to the ground

And I

Try to be strong

Put a mask shake it off

Fake it everyday they won't see the pain

But I can't play this game

I lie to self

I put it on the shelf

I'm at the very end

Oh time could you bend

I just hate myself

I breathe air in but never out my mouth

I hold it in and I suppress all my doubts

That I will never measure up

Won't be smart or cool enough

Or what I hate is who I'll become

And I

Try to be strong

Put a mask shake it off

Fake it everyday they won't see the pain

But I can't play this game

I lie to self

I put it on the shelf

I'm at the very end

Oh time could you bend

I just hate myself

Day and night and night and day

I lie awake from all the shame

Looking for a god to save

Tear to tear

Oh where's my faith?

Mirror mirror

Who do I face?

Lost in all the shades of gray

And Let it go is what they say

Yet they don't hear the thoughts I think

Or see all the tears that I bleed