still the worst Lyrics

Ain't no use in trying to save me

I'm pretty much a dead man

Walking to a dead end

Just like I was back then

She left me going crazy

Now I speak of her in past tense

Watching everything I had

Then burn it down like I'm a mad man

Tell her how I'll pay for all my sins

Then carve a smile in my skin

My life's the only thing

That I don't care about

And now I'm dying all alone

With no one to watch me bleeding out

Visions coming strong

Fuck my brain think I might rip it out

And now I'm dying all alone

While I listen to the same song

I'm trying to cut myself up

I do it with the lights off

And when the blood stops dripping

But I'm still here living

All I do is wash the shame down the drain

And start all over again

Look at the time, time's ticking

Keep on running till the end

One second you're the one and only

And now you're praying to be dead

To be dead

Now you're the only one

You're the only one

That's trying to forget

That's trying to forget

Look at the time, time's ticking

Keep on running till the end

One second you're the one and only

And now you're praying to be dead

To be dead

Now you're the only one

You're the only one

That's trying to forget

That's trying to forget

Stay gracious

Stay patient

Get wasted

Keep waiting

Once I'm done building up

Go right back and fucking burn it down

I'm starting to feel like I'm the worst now

I'll just keep on waiting

While I smoke another pack down

Text her that I love her

Cause I know I'm about to pass out

Start to lose my patience in the background

Tell her she's the one and only

While I pray that I'm her main hoe

Sorry that I always got to act out

When you're texting with your ex

Guess I better fry my brain now

Now she suck me off to get that stress out

I just want comfort for a change

Tell me how we'll make it work out

Stay gracious

Stay patient

Get wasted

Keep waiting

Once I'm done building up

Go right back and fucking burn it down

I'm starting to feel like I'm the worst now

I'm starting to feel like I'm the worst now

Everything I touch ends up

Burned down

I'm starting to feel like I'm the worst ya

I can't even keep a person