913418 Lyrics

I love you Mom

But I am a chip off of no block

If I fuck up, fuck it up by myself

Words you could live by, from who I can't tell

You know I had trophies, you know I had medals

Why, why would I want any of this, what?

I should be up, I should have it all

Every day, scared of the past that might call

Fear of detention, that kid both in tandem

I couldn't stand him

I bled his nose, put his ass on the bench

In the fourth grade, I broke quite a few shins

Apologies, I was the teacher's annoyance

Vocalized, "Cyrus, I'm real disappointed."

Prodigy kid since I was five

There was those cousins, not feeling the vibe

I met the gravel, I gave her a kiss

Eyes like a desert but blood on the lips

Frank taught all of us that boys don't cry

Took me a screening test, I'mma be aight

Not great right now, but we gon' be alright

Memorizing shallow mantras

Keeping it goin', we put up a fight

Promise my mom that I'll be here tonight

'Cause hey, you alive and you gotta give thanks (Uh, huh)

Doin' this shit so I guess it work out (Ooh)

Take your one talent and try to get fame (Ooh)

Sometimes you gotta take one look around (Ah, yuh)

Few of these people put food on the plate (Oh)

But I couldn't finish, not even for cake (Oh)

Aversion to life since the high chair (Yeah)

My sister broke down, I was right there (Right there)

She know I do music, my reason to live

Stuck in the house, she was losin' her grip

Tears fell, at least we had a moment

Weird to lock, I guess the door was open (Ooh, wuh)

Live here right now, but we really gon' make it far (Mm)

Trunk full of money, I got you, it's gonna be hard (Oh)

Know you gon' get it, I'm proud when you win

Yeah, that's my dawg 'cause I stand by the kin (Ooh)

I want the riches to come to my friends (Oh)

Why do I always just worry my friends? (Mm)

I know they love me, they keepin' it ten (Mm)

They be like, "when you gon' see us again?"

Always yes, whenever I can

If I'm not on X, I show up depressed

I feel my presence will anger the family (Oh, woah)

Feel I'm the one, incurred the least damage (Oh)

God damn, why you take all the trips? (Oh)

Blackened lung, deathbed, no chance to visit (Oh)

Suddenly, you dead, soul taken

Red guitar we built together, I don't play it (Oh woah woah)

I got the laptop now, does it count?

I don't do it for love, I need be famous

Four A.M. was too early, I couldn't get up

Even now, still would have slept, no hesitation (Ooh)

Everybody want some effort from me

I will never take action, only make statements

My first drop, I guess I got too complacent (Shu)

I do my own stunts, fuck a placement (Yeah)

Blue planet 'bout to know the machinations (Yeah)

Crystal vision gets obstructed by the aimless (Ooh woo)

Broke up with my brain, I can't tell where the pain is

Tile felt different, realized that I was tainted (Aw)

We got that shit that turn your brother to escapist (Ah)

Cry for a better life, why can't I make it? (Ah)