I Understand Lyrics

Aye yo cut that shit Cali

Yea, life is doing me right

That's what they want me to say when I get up on the mic

But thats a mother fucking lie, putting on a disguise

Im laying on my back, thinking, looking at the skies

Like damn, we don't even think about this shit

We got kids struggling and fighting just to live

Why we over here with no shits to give, life is so bliss

Until we start complaining how unfair it is, fuck

And that's not even the half of it

Supposed to rise above hate, why the fuck we still judging

And trying to change peoples perspectives on how they feel about they self

And then they off themselves when they really needed some help, yea

And that ain't really gonna feel right but

I know in my stomach it really ain't gonna sit right

When I sit tight and trying to figure out how to fix life but

That shit ain't gonna slide cause yall trying to conquer by dividing and

Why we got different religions

I get that we gotta work hard to try to get in different positions but get this

The whole world getting so damn distant

Making new enemies everyday but we still got our demons to deal with

And I got my own

They try to take my heart and try to call that shit home

Everybody looking for hope and thinking that I'll go super saiyan

But I aint saying shit

I stay to myself and just play this shit

I understand why you're still crying now

It just feels like this life is falling down

And they still come around just to win

My demons coming out of my skin

Yea, let me talk to yall on a personal level

Shit gets critical when dealing with the devil

Cause even when I feel like my life is almost complete

I still got these mental battles that making me feel weak

Sick to my stomach like I haven't eaten in a week

Im scared to go outside, cause I feel like a fucking freak

Maybe thats why I became an introvert

Some people don't give a fuck about self worth

Thats why I stop going to church

And I know they hear this they gonna be pissed

And honestly I ain't got nothing left to give

But let me slow it down

I ain't tryna go hell bound

What the hell now

Im not the type to have a meltdown

But I'm on the ground and my feet are rumbling

Tryna find my purpose in life but I just keep on stumbling

I feel like all my walls I built are starting to crumble

And my demons making everything caving in so now I understand, I understand

I understand why you're still crying now

It just feels like this life is falling down

And they still come around just to win

My demons coming out of my skin

I understand why you're still crying now

It just feels like this life is falling down

And they still come around just to win

My demons coming out of my skin