Split Lyrics

Every time I wake up it's like I lose you all over

New Years resolution I guess it's helping that I'm sober

This is a nightmare I'm currently stuck in December

Such a sudden change I didn't have a chance for closure

My day will go on and my mind will torture me

If I allow myself to replay all the memories

I refuse to believe that everything was for nothing

But the way that you left me is still so haunting

I cried out why you leaving me

I told you to not pity me

You said you weren't into me

What were those 9 years of intimacy

Now that's what's killing me

I forgive you for hurting me

What's the meaning of anything

No taste or no energy

My future was meant to be

Growing old with you next to me

What weren't you experiencing

That gave you courage in forgetting me

I feel like I don't exist

Ever since that you called it quits

This one here for the twins

We talked a lot about before you split

Every time I wake up it's like I lose you all over

New Years resolution I guess it's helping that I'm sober

This is a nightmare I'm currently stuck in December

Such a sudden change I didn't have a chance for closure

My dream girl is now back in my dreams

If I don't wake up again that would be fine with me

I would live on the roof where I took you to dance

Or the night that I asked your mom and dad for your hand

Or in the car on the road surrounded by mountains

Or riding in scooters bar hopping in Austin

Or that night we got lost in the subway of New York

I swear I made it my mission to only be yours

I felt that our love was strong

So strong

I couldn't of been so wrong

So wrong

I hate that I'm making these songs

At the

Cost of my love moving on

My day will go on and my mind will torture me

If I allow myself to replay all the memories

I refuse to believe that everything was for nothing

But the way that you left me is still so haunting