Lotus Lyrics

All this pressure on me

I still stay tough like onyx

Done put it on my life

I can't turn back on my promise

Devil on my shoulder

I feel death round that corner

All that shit you had

I just claimed myself owner

Treat it like a bonus

Rock lee on my lotus

Blinded by that beam

Cut that life short with no notice

Spent all of this time

Still aint scratch that surface

Can go about it proper

Sure a nigga still be nervous

Plotting out my map

Navigate through streams

Blessed up for myself

I was Living out your dreams

Up against the ropes

Dont stop when i bleed

Praying all my black brothers

Live to see next year

Took all my will

And i matched it with my fears

Sketching out that code

I been tapped in with my peers

Put me on that game

Traded off exchanged

If we talking bout my effort

It was much more than you gave

Feel in my bones and it tingle on my skin

Wear my heart out on my sleeve

I cant let it reach its end

Upgraded my soul

Now i do this shit with grace

It was foggy all inside

Till I renovated my place

Send fire my ace

That's that standard that's that plus

Falling over in bread that i stacked

It's a must

Beyond thought asburd

Itching on that urge

Rubbing off that paint

Burnt rubber in whips

Been doing shit major

Your narratives don't fit

I kept my chin on high

Then I flooded out my wrist

Dumb fetti its priceless

Put me in my feelings

Tuck me in my bed

Finish up my healing

Nothing can compare

Some hate to admit it

Big pockets aint empty

Closed mouths dont get fed

Talked all of my shit

Fuck nigga we rich

Locked in where im at

Done playing these games

You bitch