My Dawg Lyrics

At the age of 15

I was introduced to skating

Back before we would ride together

6 deep on daytons

My first homie a close friend

I met way back when

I remember we did everything

Before your dad had cancer

We used to spend all night spitting all sorts of stupid rhymes

When I hear our old songs from back then

I wanna cry

I remember when you called me saying you wanted to end your life

But I wasn't gonna let you go through with it

At all that night

I remember all of us chillen and kicking on late nights

Since then I've had two kid

It's been nothing but play fights

I understand we at this point

Were too busy with our own lives

Busy with our families but not worried if our friends survived

I don't want be like a deer

Caught in the head lights

Stuck behind the wheel and ground

I'm trying to take flight

Cutting up in the halls way school

We were never acting right

I wish you was here with me Right now Dawg

I'd make it right

Hearing your voice ringing out loud

Through the grape vine

I wish I could see your ass again on FaceTime

I wish I could share my dreams and milestones

with you but I guess this time

I'm gonna have to get mine

I wish I could put you on

Like what you did for me

You told me don't do it for others man

Go Do it for me

So I took your words to heart and put my pen the pad

Jotted down every moments misery and scribbled out my own destiny

I'll make sure

You're name won't cry in infamy

I pray to see you again one day

I hope that you will wait for me

I hate that you left me here to deal with the struggles

Watching your family cry about you standing together in a huddle

I wish you would've met both of my kids before

They unplugged you

And if you were still around they always calling you uncle

I had to watch as they you buried under

Stormy as fuck outside

The reverend was quite cause of gods thunder

And now it's Gods turn to speak

I think he's speaking to me

Showing me vivid memories of how things used to be

Back when we were younger

How I used to looked up to you as my big brother

Mimicked everything you every taught me

I still got the first Stick you bought me

Or about the time you called me up

Saying you need help on a job

And a warm body

Had me waiting out in cold

Used me a bait outside

So they could rob me

But you knew all along

You knew they could've shot me

That was the moment

That I knew You had forgot me

But I made my way through it

When they all doubted me they was all clowning me

You backed me up

Outta the corner

I had to fight my way out

when they was surrounding me

You called me ya nigga

You was my dawg

Like minds work together

It grinds my gears

Like A ticking time bomb

How quickly you reacted

When you switched over to God

Knowing you're not here to watch

How times change

You were the spring and the cog

Sometimes it's hard to break away

from the pain you gave

I pray that you help me pave the way

For better days

When I think of you

Your memories won't ever fade away